Currently Listening Emotionalism By The Avett Brothers see related

Stressed

I've never done it before, but I'm working a full time job and trying to take a full load of classes at night as well. It's not working out too well. I think I may wind up having to drop 2 of my classes because I just can't keep up with the work in them right now.

Still trying to sell my truck, but I have two different people looking at it and both say they think they want it. I HOPE so!

Oh yea.... and I STILL don't get women... at all!

Currently Listening Disc One: All Their Greatest Hits 1991-2001 By Barenaked Ladies You Could Be My Yoko Ono see related

Wow... I just went back through my entire Xanga history, and a girl I used to date's as well. I'm an idiot. I really really shoudn't have let that one get away. I don't think I ever even realized how good I had had it with her. Yea, I was definately a jerk and wish I hadn't been so oblivious.

I'm at work... don't want to be.

Haven't gotten more than 4 hours of sleep a night for the past 4 weeks. Between working 40+ hours a week and taking a full class schedule, I don't have time for sleep.

I have no money.

I want to get rid of my truck so I don't have to pay for it anymore.

I wish I had free time for myself.

There's my rant for now. BBL

Guess I'll start using this...

It's been 9 months and a week since my last cigarette.

I'm 22 years old today.

My cool ass nephew is staying with me until this Sunday.

I went to the beach with my sister and her kids, who drove down from Indiana, for the 4th. Had the time of my life. Wish I could be with them all the time.

Decided to keep my truck and suffer with the payments.

Moved into a 2 1/2 story house with Ryan, Ben and Adam. So far so good.

Still no gf... but that's ok, 'cause at least I can spend my money on me instead of her.

I think I re-injured my arm that I broke like 6 times and had to have surgery on. It hurts. Bad. I'm too scared to get it checked out.

I got a new tattoo. I got my old tattoo outlined with Carolina Panther blue. They both look awesome, but the outline has one little line that I'm not very fond of. I'm going to get the surrounding area of my Panther colored with blue to cover up the stupid line that I don't like.

Goodbye.

Currently Listening Whitey Ford Sings the Blues By Everlast What it's Like see related

2 more days and it will have been 7 months since I last smoked a cigarette.

Life has been very interesting this past month. Once again... girls confuse the absolute hell out of me, but then what man do they not confuse? I wish I had answers.

I am selling my truck to get an older Jeep CJ or late 90's model Jeep TJ to rig up the way I want them and wheel like I used to. That and I'll have alot more money to take out confusing girls more often! Gas mileage will be better too.

I want to move to either downtown Columbia or find a job down in Charleston or somewhere in the low country near the coast and move down there. Probably wouldn't move to ChuckTown any time soon, but it's a nice thought anyway.

That's all for now...

I'll leave you with a lyric I just so happen to like alot...

"I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie

I've seen the good side of bad
And the downside of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
And smoked the finest green

I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times
before i broke their heart
You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start"